molye

farmer expedition day 1!

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 01:47:46 GMT

well today on Maysies farm i began my day by sinking my hands in some nice, poopy, compost-y soil. mmmm fresh.
after the 60 second (more like 5min) soil talk..we began to plant seeds to go into the hoophouse. lettuces, celery, broccoli, and califlower. we did that until lunch time. i ate my lunch outside and then wandered around..who needs an hour to eat their lunch?
then Todd the farm manager came to me and asked me questions, and told me i was going to learn how to ride a tractor!! so after he gave me the lowdown about how everything works i had to drive it and pick up manore with the bucket!! and put it in the back of a truck! haha now i know why jesse likes tractors so much :)

then i had to drive the tractor in the 2nd and 3rd feild some more..just to get used to it..then i learned the propa way to water the plants in the greenhouse and did that for an hour. ohh i also found out that i will be using an outhouse orrr the bushes. haha oh boy! i don't even use our outhouse in the mountains.

the intern guy (aaron) i work with is so cool! he makes his own kombucha!! and hes gonna give me some of his scoby :) how cool. uh he's also really nice and interesting to talk to. i can't wait for his girlfriend to come in May.

wow i could easily be mistaken for a boy. umm don't mind the big mess behind me..

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 20:53:04 GMT

i can't imagine
life without my dad
even tho i don't see him much
he's always there.

he'll be okay, though. i know it.

May the road rise up to meet you,
May the wind be always at your back,
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
And the rains fall soft upon your fields...
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 19:54:05 GMT

i am very bored without my sewing machine.
i have a bunch of projects i need to work on and i can't. damn thing.

shittttt

unexpected

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 23:35:29 GMT

since the recent death of heath ledger........i had to go rummaging through my livejournal entries (thankfully i don't have many, since i'm mainly a lurker..) to find my post dedicated to Heath in 2005 (http://molye.livejournal.com/28756.html#cutid1) he surely was hot, but he was also a really good actor. I looked forward to the films he would be in in the future..when i was littler my most favorite movie was "10 things i hate about you" well maybe i'll persuade zac into watching it when he gets home, as a sort of mourning.

i'm excited about tomorrow. cut chemist and dj shadow are playing. and i'm visiting upattinas.

oh i had this amazing dream the other night. i fell in love with harry potter (weird because i've never read the books) and when i woke up i grabbed the harry potter book (the first one) zac's mom gave me a while ago and started reading it. i'm almost finished now. its very addicting. i cant't wait to read the next one.
i need some book suggestions, so if anyone reads this, suggest!

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 02:43:21 GMT

well tomorrow is my birthday, and it doesn't really feel like my birthday. just another day.
i wonder if my dad will remember to call me.
zac and i are going to see Jack Bakers band "When cars ascend". it should be a good time, i think.
i haven't heard much of their music, except whats on their myspace, so itll be suPRiSing

anddd on the 16th is the Fire bird thing with my mom and BARB!!!! YAY and Linda !! :) haha, i'm excited.

OHH ZAC IS HERE, goodbye.

ive decided i really wouldn't mind being a cat

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 01:07:27 GMT

i have been so busy. making xmas gifts. sewing a ton.

homeschooling has been quite boring for me, need more socializationz.

other than that
my birthday is in 5 days. today is Jesses. tomorrow is lilys<3
i think we're (me and zac maybe mom)going to Oaisis Living cuisine or SuTaos for dinner :) :) YUM
i can't remember how long i've been veggie. i can't imagine eating meat...yuk

that's all

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 00:28:51 GMT

my dad's surgery went well!
he said "yippie yappie doo dah molly, this sucks"

diagnosis

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 03:21:37 GMT

so, what is new?
today i found out that my dad has cancer.
ugh, it is scarier than expected.

he's getting it removed & everyone is hoping it'll be okay.

reply and

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 02:01:21 GMT

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal.

Frikkin Excited

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 20:26:56 GMT

IM MOVING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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vermont

Fri, 09 Mar 2007 00:27:54 GMT

Zac, sam and I drove to Vermont last weekend, it took us about 10hrs because we got lost a lot (it was only supposed to take 6hrs).
It was my first time in Vermont, and I was hoping to see a moose : ) but I didn't. I saw a Moose Crossing sign though. When we got there it was soo snowy and slippery and beautiful. We stayed at a cool house with Keith, Jaron, Brett, Audrey and their parents. We snowboarded allll day and then stayed in the hot tub and took late night walks down the drive way. I got better at snowboarding and i had a lot of fun.

i have a runny nose now because i just walked to Goodwill and it's cold outside. Zac is in Florida now! I miss him, but he'll be home on Monday : )

I had some good strawberries today................................

sometimes i just wish you wouldn't say you will

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 23:16:29 GMT

wellll, it's very snowy outside right now, and everything is pretty.
i'm making gluten free, dairy free, egg free brownies for my moms friend at work. i hope they turn out right.

my cat (zenia) is in heat and veryyyy snuggly right now. it's very cute, she lays down really flat and does her little mating call.

bumbum tumtum

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 04:41:36 GMT

i wish it wasn't so hard for me to make friends.
like
i don't care that i only have a few friends because they're closeascanbe friends.
one of my friends hasn't been hanging out with us because his girlfriend 'has him (i hate to say it but in this case it's true) whipped.'
theres people that i interact with everyday that i could be good friends with possibly
but i just want to skip the "begining" of the friendship, like the slight awkwardness of not knowing what to say. i don't mind not talking, but i feel awkward because i think other people feel awkward. it's confusing
zac is my best friend-boy friend-journeyexplorer. sometimes i wish i could just melt into him and just be there

and the snow is perfect because you can walk on it and not sink in. and you can slide and sled on it pretty well. but i fell and hurt my knee

gotta go say good night to mumzie

goodnight moon,
goodnight mush

hctiwt

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 22:06:25 GMT

my left eye wont stop twitching,
i think i know why but zac said it's not possible

I've been thinking about the classes Upattinas offers.

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:42:24 GMT

My mom always tells me stories about when she used to go to Upattinas. They're all about cool trips, or cool classes she took.

What happened to that? :(

Lately, I've been feeling like a bum. I only take three classes. Literature and Composition (not because I want to), Biology, and Art Journals. I want to take Accessible Art, but I'm unable to because it's the same period as Lit and Comp. I want to take glass blowing too, but there's only two torches now and it's always so crowded.
I always think - shouldn't we be able to afford teachers that teach cool things? like yoga or alternative medicine/health classes. I know upattinas is a poor school, but I'm not sure how we finace it.
I'm being unschooled next year, so i guess I shouldn't worry or something.

please forgive my brain fog, i'm very sleepy.

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 03:12:56 GMT

i'm tired.

unschooling

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 18:36:17 GMT

Really really considering unschooling next year. I was talking to my mom about it and we were talking about the trips we'd take. Jamacia, China, California, maybe India and Mexico are on the list. I would be especially excited about Jamacia but I'm not very informed about how their government works. I'll have to look into that. Today was errand day again, I saw Ellen at Kimberton Whole Foods and that was nice. She told me to try the vegan gummy bears, but I think I'll wait til next week because we got vegan brownies (mmmmm) this week. Um, what else is new..? I got my book in the mail (The Disappearance of the Universe) and I can't wait to read it. I'm also trying to crochet a scarf but my kitten keeps attacking the yarn :)
OH! I got a new kitten for my collection. Her name is Amrah and she's white and orange. She's super good at hiding and she's kind of shy but she's getting used to us. Amrah is sooo beautiful and Zenia loves to play with her. But sometimes she plays a little too rough. Peter Rabbit likes Amrah A LOT, i think it's because they're the same color.

Yesterday I went to the vegan chinese restaurant (or cafe) that Kimmy told me about (SuTao) with my mom and Zac. I liked it, we had the buffet, yum.

bored

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 23:39:53 GMT

my bus driver asked me if i was in love today, but then she started talking about satan before i could answer.

cobra

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 16:45:45 GMT

i had a dream that i got bitten by a poisonous cobra snake and i was going to die in two days. and then me and arianna had to perform this really strange play and she was like this magical lady in real life. i remember precisely saying i didn't want to die. and then i drove my mom around in this parking lot and it was reallly weird. then we all started crying and i had to tell everyone i was dying. the place we had to perform the play at was a school and it had a really neat piano. it was all really real

fall

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 16:17:32 GMT

list of good things to do
1. take a walk down nantmeal road and pick up pretty leaves to make wax paper pictures with
2. hayride + corn maze
3. warm apple cider
4. haycreek festival - eat chomp and honey sticks +sit on the wall
5. something else good
6. frolic in valley forge park
7. fire at jesses and hot chocolate

i'm waiting for zac to come over, i think i want to go to goodwill or something. it's kind of cold out, 67 degrees.

7 hours and 16 minutes of daylight remains, what am i to do with the time?

i'm ready for fall to come

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 16:11:42 GMT

i stayed up 'til the sun came out, and then i went to sleep

meme

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 20:58:46 GMT

Some kind of survey thinga majiga....

Type your cut contents here.
(<a href="http://pyesetz.furtopia.org/meme-3col-DeathNote.html">Click here</a> to post your own answers for this meme.) <table style="background-color: white" border=1 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=6>
<col width="33%">
<col width="33%">
<col width="33%">
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I miss somebody right now.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I don't watch much TV these days.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I own lots of books.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I wear glasses or contact lenses.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I love to play video games.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've tried marijuana.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've watched porn movies.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I curse sometimes.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.</td>
</tr>
</table><lj-cut text="it goes on...">* * * * *<table style="background-color: white" border=1 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=6>
<col width="33%">
<col width="33%">
<col width="33%">
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have broken someone's bones.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I hate the rain.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm paranoid at times.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I need/want money right now.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love sushi.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I talk really, really fast.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have fresh breath in the morning.  (well...... not all the time :))</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have long hair.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have lost money in Las Vegas.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have at least one sibling.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I was born in a country outside of the U.S.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I like the way that I look.  (s)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.  (i actually don't keep track of lies, because they're usually just stupid lies.)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I am usually pessimistic.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have a lot of mood swings.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I think prostitution should be legalized.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I slept with a roommate.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a hidden talent.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have a lot of friends.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have pecked someone of the same sex.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I enjoy talking on the phone. </td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love to shop and/or window shop.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have a mobile phone.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've rejected someone before.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I currently like/love someone.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I want to have children in the future.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have changed a diaper before.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've called the cops on a friend before.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm not allergic to anything.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have a lot to learn.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am shy around the opposite sex.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have at least 5 away messages saved.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I own the "South Park" movie.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I enjoy some country music.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I would die for my best friends.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have used my sexuality to advance my career.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have dated a close friend's ex.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I am happy at this moment.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm obsessed with guys.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Democrat.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Republican.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I don't even know what I am.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am punk rockish.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I study for tests most of the time.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can work on a car.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love my job(s).</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have more than just my ears pierced.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have jumped off a bridge.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I love sea turtles.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am proficient on a musical instrument.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I hate office jobs.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I went to college out of state.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am adopted.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am a pyro. </td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have thrown up from crying too much.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I fall for the worst people.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I adore bright colours.  (not neon)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I usually like covers better than originals. </td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I can pick up things with my toes.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can't whistle.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have ridden/owned a horse.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I still have every journal I've ever written in.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I talk in my sleep.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I wear a toe ring.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a tattoo.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am a caffeine junkie.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I'm an artist.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am ambidextrous.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have terrible teeth.  (they're straight just like everyone elses, booger.)</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I hate my toes.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have more friends on the internet than in real life.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have lived in either three different states or countries.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am extremely flexible.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love hugs more than kisses.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I want to own my own business.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I smoke.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal.  (why would they?)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have played strip poker with someone else before.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can't stand being alone.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.  (evreytime)</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm a judgmental asshole.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm a HUGE drama-queen.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have travelled on more than one continent.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am a Libertarian.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can speak more than one language.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.  (if i'm tired enough)</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I would rather read than watch TV.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I like reading fact more than fiction.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have no piercings.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.  (not completely alone, i had my arianna and jesse)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I like most animals better than most people.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I own a collection of retro games consoles.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have hit someone with a dead fish.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am compulsively honest.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I dislike milk.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I obsessively wash my hands.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I always carry something significant around with me.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I do not 'get' most comedy acts.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.  (some of them)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I don't like to chew gum.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.  (not so much about the time machine, but i love the history channel)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I love to sing.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a custom-built computer.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.  (we are best friends)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've gone skinny-dipping.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've performed in three plays.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I enjoy burritos.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm Irish and loving it.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a thing for redheads.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am a twin!</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I sleep more than 12 hours a day.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I need more time to myself.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I wish I was more open-minded.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I hope that I go really prematurely grey.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I download songs from the internet.  (illegally)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I say random things to freak people out.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I love playing Truth or Dare.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Music helps me remember that I am not alone.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I think this survey is particularly long.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can only hate someone that I love.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.</td>
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Mon, 17 Jul 2006 23:14:24 GMT

All Good was fun, for the most part. i ate so much food.
every morning i woke up really hot though, and it stayed hot until 8PM.
It was a lot of fun having Linda there, I'm glad she came. My mom had fun too.

I think someone is following me around stealing all the cameras I buy.
My mom bought me another new camera to take to All Good. Same kind as last time.
Someone stole my book bag, and inside of it was MY CAMERA and my cell phone and my clothes and DEODORANT! :(

bad luck, i suppose.

xavier rudd is so cool, he plays a billion really cool instruments including the dejembe!

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 21:54:31 GMT

Back from Assateague. I told Ari I would take a picture of a wild horse for her, and I did. Unfortuantly, some people just have no respect and they like to go around stealing shoes and cameras. So, someone stole my brand new fairly expensive camera, zacs shoes, and my shoes.
Other than that, I had a great time. We stayed in a hotel but we visited TJ, Jesse, Sam and Ellen at their camp site, and they visited us. There were a lot of misquitoes, and they bit you threw your clothing!

The horses were beautiful and I wish I could show you pictures of them. Here is a picture I took in the mountains located in a beaaaautiful meadow on Molyneux road. Actually, nevermind. I can't figure out how to.

Prom

Tue, 23 May 2006 00:41:10 GMT

Me, Ellie, Ari, Rose

Zac, Me, Ellen, Sam
Prom was on Saturday. It was nice, I'm glad Ari went and Sam looks really big in this picture.

That's all I have to say. OH school is ending and summer is going to be fantastic.